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This is Exactly What I Mean to Say
just because You know I know how to say what i mean

MeetAbilla

The name is Abilla. Call me Abil. similar to boy's name but I'm not and neither could I be that. I'm in love with Marc Jacob, Dior and H&M. And, abit of Calvin Klein. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Shocking Pink and Black. Not much of Yellow. Sketch Book and Pencil are my two best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Nag. I hate them alot. World would be sucha better place without them all.

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"There must be something more, do we know what we're fighting for?"-Secondhand Serenade

"You know there's always more than one way to say exactly what you mean to say"-Fastball

"A war between the vanities, but all I see is You and Me"-OneRepublic

"One must work and dare if one really wants to live"-Van Gogh

"Your task is not to seek love, but merely to seek & find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it"-Rumi

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Did I hear someone said...

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Part-time Designer Assistant Job
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Kamis, 25 Februari 2010

hello again blog :D
belom mandi. dingin males, sindrom liburan.
eniwei, sekarang lagi nemenin Fauzi Salman Shabbir boboan di kasur bayi nya. baru gue tinggal bentar loh ko udah di ujung kasur? mentang mentang bisa guling gulingan di kasur, terus kalo di taro di lantai uda bisa ngesot kaya cacing. bentar lagi ngerangkak deh dia, horeee tambah nakal, entar lukisan gue, cat air, palet, diacakacak lagi zzzzz -.-
kosakatanya juga udah nambah. manggil ayah, mamah, ema, apa, eh gue malah di panggil EEH -__- terus beberapa kata lainnya itu paling yah cuman 'babebo am am am wetuwetwet nyangnyengnyong weh LAPER GUE MANAAA BUBUR PISANG NYAAAA'. Ok, ga sejauh itu. malah sekarang lagi duduk, aah.. cakep banget kaya gue waktu bayi unyunyu :3

liat mata ade gue tadi kaya yang lemes gitu, kaya mau cerita ke gue sekarang dia lagi ngerasain apa(halah..). Tapi SERIUS, gue sempet sedih ngeliat mukanya gitu tadi. and there's something i couldn't explain err something like, yaa.. A WHOLE IN MY HEART? ga ngerti juga kenapa bisa dibilang gitu, ga ada alesan khusus. yang gue tau emang ada yang kosong, yang ilang di diri gue. sesuatu yang entah kenapa bisa bikin gue diem seketika dan mikir kenapa bisa kaya gini.

hah, apa coba yang ilang?? padahal kemaren, ngabisin waktu seharian bareng B, gue ngerasa THIS IS THE LIFE I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR. Ketawa bareng, makan bareng, ngobrol, ketawa lagi, ngobrolin hal ga penting, cerita jaman sd masing2, ngomongin film.
No pressure. great, that's true. tapi pas sekarang dengan kondisi gue yang sepi-yaa, cuman bedua ma ade bayi gue di kamer-ini deh yang gue rasain: kosong.

"maybe it's true, i can't live without you. maybe two is better than one.."

mungkin yah? Mungkin dia salah satu yang bisa nutupin LUBANG BESAAAAR DI HATI GUE. Oh iya nyokap kemaren juga sempet bilang pas gue lagi bengong gini. N: Nyokap. G: gue
N: kenapa kamu teh?
G: gapapa, ngantuk.
N: ngantuk ko melotot gitu..
G: ..........
N: mama tu yang lahirin kamu, tau kamu lagi kaya gimana..
OH really mom? so tell me how to heal it.

switch topic.
ENTAR GUE MILIH JADI APA YA? makin sini makin bingung gue. gue terinspirasi jadi desainer grafis dari dulu. tapi peluang di sekitar malah ngarahin gue ke arah broadcast-entertainment. broadcast di radio udah gue cobain. Daaaaan, tawaran job yang kemaren ditawarin lumayan bikin gue interest. someone said, 'YOU DON'T SELL YOUR BEAUTY, YOU SELL YOUR INTELLIGENCE IN YOUR EARLY AGE' dan itu sangat, WOW-memotivasi. Belom lagi sekolah, makin sini malah gue makin mikir, school is not my place. gue lebih milih sekolah desain atau broadcast aja, cos school's not spesific for people like me. i mean, gue berasa bodoh banget buat pelajaran eksak, tapi gue punya sesuatu yang temen gue jarang banget ada yang punya di bidang tertentu. tapi tetep aja, kesan nya orang orang kompeten itu adalah makhluk2 sains, matematik, blah blah yang umum umum -.-

Eh, ade gue udah jalan lagi di baby walker, seems like there's sunshine in his face :) seneng gue liat muka nya. And, God, please heal my pain.

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