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This is Exactly What I Mean to Say
just because You know I know how to say what i mean

MeetAbilla

The name is Abilla. Call me Abil. similar to boy's name but I'm not and neither could I be that. I'm in love with Marc Jacob, Dior and H&M. And, abit of Calvin Klein. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Shocking Pink and Black. Not much of Yellow. Sketch Book and Pencil are my two best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Nag. I hate them alot. World would be sucha better place without them all.

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"There must be something more, do we know what we're fighting for?"-Secondhand Serenade

"You know there's always more than one way to say exactly what you mean to say"-Fastball

"A war between the vanities, but all I see is You and Me"-OneRepublic

"One must work and dare if one really wants to live"-Van Gogh

"Your task is not to seek love, but merely to seek & find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it"-Rumi

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Did I hear someone said...

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Cinema: Watch Lovely Bones
Part-time Designer Assistant Job
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if you could find my past.. would you come?

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Rabu, 04 November 2009

you said this would last forever, but now i doubt if i was your only lovers..
-cos i'm not over you..
not loving you is harder than you know..

repeat that for about 5times in hour.
as i repeat all those fake memories, i might be dreaming this last week. 7days you gave to me.

first day on oct26, chocolate.
Oct27, you SAY it. in the rain.
Oct28, you take me home.
Oct29, your guitar.
0ct30, our photobox.
Oct27, rode and found another breakup hahaha..
Oct28, you blowed her, told me, 'it's for you'

you tried to flew me higher, and in that end point, successfully you break me down so badly.
thought that you loved me as i loved you. Thought your dream was same with mine.
and all these thoughts, i realise, WRONG.
all your promises, fake.
but i love you. and loving you is to watch you smile and happy, with or without me.
even if i have to recover my pain alone, or back to him-in this part i MUST gain my skill on pretending.

i just, lost without you. but to see you smile is all i need to survive. and in the end i'll let go. MYLD

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