Sabtu, 29 November 2008

ayayay! Thank God, the problems are solved!
oh yeah, finally everything goes back to normal!
i'm like..so realived..
trust what i've said if i'm not LYING!
i'm not da girl you think about.
so yeah, who's win now?!
hahha, damn you fuckin' liars!
get lost from dis planet. KICK YA ASS!
*wadezig!
and thanks for you.. i knew you'll realize who's right and who's wrong.
LOVE YOU, good boy.. :)

Selasa, 25 November 2008

ahahaha!!!
i'm BUSTED!!
oh, stupid me..!
is it karma??
ok, i'll explain.,
it's still linked together with my previous post (read it first!).
my victim (his name is Warz) finally knew my real identity..
it's my fault coz i was viewed his FS profile,
then he viewed mine, so he read my "more about",
and wooosh! he finally woken from his dream of his indo-melbourne girl friend in YehBa chat!
ahahaa...
but until this second (yep..) he still send me messages, chat, like days before..
what a shame!
hm, but it's ok, coz at least he doesn't mad at me..
moreover we're friends now..
so for you who read my post,
this lesson number 2 warn you :
DO NOT VIEW YOUR VICTIM FS IF YOUR NICK IN CHAT IS SAME WITH YOUR FS NAME,
u'll bring yourself to your own trouble, kids!

Senin, 24 November 2008

emm, i'm not sure about what i want to post right now..
ahah..
nothing special today in school.
but i got my secret..if you can keep this secret, i'll tell you.
can you??
*i can!!
okay, i'll tell..
i pretend myself as an indo-melbourne girl in YehBA chat to someone.
YES, he believes my lie, and he still contact me until now!
he told me that i'm beautiful when we share pic.
:)
poor him!
for someone in Bandung 1 JHS,
i'm so sorry .. but you're too stupid to believe me.
and for you, who read this post.
i warn you ,
BEWARE OF YOUR CHAT BUDDY IF YOU'RE NOT REALLY FRIENDS WITH HIM/HER!
he or she could pretend their identity , example : Abilla!
:D
remember, in internet, a dog can even claim their self as human.
so, keep watch your cyber activity!

Minggu, 23 November 2008

ayayayay! i'm back..
yesteday i was so lazy to online,
so i didn't post my studytour photo i promised.
sorry..
and now i'll precise my promise :)

PRE-STUDYTOUR / tue, nov18 : 5.00 pm
marcoh said that she will go watch our basketball team at unsil before the sleepover in momma's house(read previous post),
then i decided to meet them there.
it was about 1 hour in unsil, but i couldn't see them anywhere.
so i phoned akma, and she said that she still at her house.
she asked me to go to desy's house, we'll meet there.
arrrgh*
i arrived in desy's, aqma welcomed me with "haaaaaa, abill kamu orang gilaa sudah datang!", um maybe it's like "haaaa, insane abill, u're coming!"
shit. i just laughing. :D
we went altogether to Unsil (again, for me) then,
in 8pm finally went to momma's house.
here are the photos ..
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*me, marcoh a.k.a aqma , desy, naipa's lips on top :)


*me, marcoh, naipi.. kissing each other :D
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after these photo session, we slept in 11pm, and we had to wake up in 2:30 am!
so bad..

DAY 1 / wed, nov19 : 4am
we went from momma's house at 3:40, then arrived in school at 4.
all of the students entered the bus at about 4:30, but the bus was moved at 5:30 from school.
i was in bus A which carried girls.
in the bus we took photos, sang, watched mivies, etc.
so crazy and excited !
we arrived in Istana Bogor at 11. it's our first visit.
here are some photos there..
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*the building+that dark sky


*faces :(
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after that, we went to PPIPTEK at TMII,
nothing could make me excited about science. hha..
here are the photos !
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* marcoh, hudi, me, desy (behind hudi and me)


*naipi,desy,marcoh,ahonk,hudi,me
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then we went to keong mas to watch Africa Meets Ocean.
after that we went to the hostel.
at night, i, Citra, Iccot, Momma, Stich, Iha, Dina went outside, just walking around and did crazy things, took photos..it was a quiet road.
until 8pm.
coz it's so boring inside!
here are our phtos
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*my death..nononono..!


*us
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DAY2 / thrs, nov20
it's our last day...oh, why is it ends really fast??
ok, just enjoy the last day.
first place we visited today was Museum Aquarium Air Tawar,
i just get satisfied with those freak face of the fishes.
ahahaha..
then to 4d Theater..
here's the photo before we entering Aquarium..
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*all of us!
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we left TMII in 11, then went to Kampung China.
our teachers just gave us 1 hour there.
i bought couple shirts for me and Iyonk, and unique pen for my lil' sista.
after that we went to dufan!
ayayayay, i was so excited..
my first game was Kora-Kora, then Tornado, Kicir2, Jetcoaster, Arung Jeram, Rumah Kaca,
and the last was Niagara-gara.
they all were spinning my head around.. especially Kicir2 and Tornado.
then we had dinner at 7pm, then went home.
arrived in Tasik at 3am.
hoaaaam..

oh! here's the photo i have edit..




kisses,, :)

Selasa, 18 November 2008

ayayayay!!
tomorrow, very early morning, we'll go STUDYTOUR to Jakarta!
i really can't wait for this..
but i haven't prepare anything. hha..
maybe after couple minutes surfing web, i'll prepare my stuff
and buy some snacks.
then tonight I, akmot, desy, and intan naipi will have a sleepover in momma's house.
maybe some hours of chit-chat and snacks, plus horror movies before sleep.
aah, it would be so fun..
but i hope we could wake up early.. coz off course, we won't come late to school.
in bus, i will sit with iccut, in 3rd chair from driver.
i think it's a cozy position..
i'll post my studytour photos soon!
oh,
should i bring my cam-di or just my phone-cam?
last,
i'm fallin in love again with chris brown,
back show off his branu song featuring keri Hilson,
Superhuman.

Senin, 17 November 2008

today.17nov08-school.
there was drugs instruction, held in school's auditorium.
students from VII to IX must attend this event.
start at 8(it was a really cold morning) until 12! without rest time. oh, BORING!
so i'm not go for snacks..
i, stich, and iccut sat together so we decided to chat.
we were so sleepy, though we tried to laugh and chat,
it didn't work.
then stich walk around switch the chair, and we followed her.
in about 10, i, stich, and iccut decided to sit near sha-no-vi-ra(though i wasn't see fitri in the formation, but i like to call em with sha-no-vi-ra).
chacha always bring twilight book to everywhere,
so i borrow hers and start read, even i'm not the twilight-book-maniac but it's ok.
i prefer to watch the movie than read that thick book.
:D
aand,
2 days up to studytour!
i can't wait to go and have fun!
maybe i can forget all my problems for a while.
seems like a tour theraphy, i hope.
oh God, please don't gimme another trouble for this studytour,
make everything ok for me..

Minggu, 16 November 2008

waiting : the most boring thing to do..
i'd rather do my layout project (yes, with those dizzy html codes), than waiting someone or something.
mostly, when it rains and i taste my desperate pain of waiting.
perfect moment. :(
yesterday i was waiting for my boyfriend,
i gotta talk to him about 'that photo'.
i went to a.p in about 12.15p.m,
spent my time waiting up to 3 hours-full-of-boring-sadness-and-hopeless.
is it worst enough? not yet, honey..
when we talk, there were some pretty-bad argue between us.
maybe it's about 1 hour.
in fact, i just wanted him to apologize and calm me down,
but there's no way. though that finally he apologized.
T.T
i want to over all my pain but i'm too weak to let him go.
though he told me that he wont see me cry again because of him
(it seems that he gimme a chance to leave??),
even he still love me..
i just can't.
am i stupid?!
it's not over yet okay, i hope we can work it out.
-------finish for my love life---------
---------start a new topic-----------
------------LOADING--------------
and last night i saw Mulan the movie (remember, the ost, Reflection??)
hha, i forget when i was see that movie for the last time!
it must be long time ago..
vintage movie but i still satisfied with Mulan's brave.
next, i saw Lake Placid in 10 p.m,
i saw this movie for the fisrt time.
the story was about Asian crocodile that live in Lake Placid, Miene.
at first people didn't believe that there's wild-30-feets-crocodile live in flat water lake,
until they see it with their own eyes.
it's a pretty thrilling movie.
i was slept in 3 a.m,
and yes, i woke up in 7 this morning!
but i don't feel sleepy now. hha.
:)

*ps : for xxx, my tears wrote our story, so don't you ever hurt me again!

Sabtu, 15 November 2008

here i show you my latest photo edit project..


*(copyright2008.abillacnadsUX.phtogrph)

how does it look??

Jumat, 14 November 2008

in this post,
i wanna show you another side of Abilla ;
sensitive, mellow, silent.
i wish i could be happy.. without faking.
i realized that so many buddies around me,
gimme their caress and supports..
otherside, they also had their own trouble and heart disappointed.
as same as what i feel.
i know I'm not alone, at least.
we are laugh back off sadness,
smile in our problems.
sick hearts..
but that's life.
someday lights will turn after dark days,
and it's my turn to make everything alright.
these days makes me stronger,
i never had before.
i could be STRONG !
with or without him.
:)

and, these cuts of lyrics help me through my day :
*But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
-rihanna.take a bow-

*There's so much left to see,
But I'd rather shut my eyes.
I don't know what's going over me,
But I'd rather shut my eyes.
There's so much that I could see
But I'd rather shut my eyes,
I'd rather shut my eyes (Rather shut my...)
I'd rather shut my eyes.
-TheUsed.Sick Hearts-

*It will never be okay
Some will say
We stand to fight for nothing
So close your eyes and stay away
But don't believe their headlines
They poison our minds every day
//With we'll never be the same
Purpose buried everyday
And lies that lead you to the grave
Some will say,
And it will never be okay
And some will say,
With purpose buried everyday
And some will say,
If lies that lead you to the grave
And some will say,
Your revolution is a joke
As I will say
-Funeral4aFriend.YourRevolutionIsAJoke-

Kamis, 13 November 2008

i'm sick (again..)
i got influenza and fever.
i didn't do to school.
i just spend my time in front of television or sleep in my room.
you know, it's hard for me when i get sick and i still tried to manage all of my problems.
everyday is a hellday for me now.
first, my grandma told me that i have to continue my study to Krida Nusantara after i pass from JHs.
oh. it's a BIG NO for me..
she know that i'm sick, but still..she ask me for that.
i cried, at last..
PLUS , my boyfriend went to his friend's (girl) birthday, i dunno..
and now, there's no message from him on my phone.
ok, HAVE FUN GO MAD !
oh, i hate you and your friend.
you know, last night he told me that he's jealous about my boy-friends,
especially my friends in SHs,
it's about couple hours ago..
but now, look what he has done??
congratulation, HE MAKES ME JEALOUS.
honestly, I'M SICK!
he know that i'm sick! but still.. he broke me down, i'm faling apart.
i wonder if there's someone could fix my pain..
maybe he's...

Rabu, 12 November 2008

eloo all. finally, i can access the internet from my house again. YEAAY!
there were bad days in previous, but i hope i could manage it at last. :)
ok, back to the story,
last sat-night Changcuters and Andra&theBackbone performed in A.P,
well but, i wasn't there.. you know, my father. he exactly wouldn't want me to go at night,
even if i didn't ask him, i have already know his answer. hha.
it's fine, coz actually i'm not addicted to 'em..
and THANKS GOD! i wasn't there, i mean, my boyfriend went to the concert and, guess what?!
he told me that it was really crowded inside the room.. smokes everywhere.. arhh.. worst..
and, he vomited "it" after the performances..!
yaiks, right??
:(
Anin, Ditdot, Adonz also there, but my boyfriend didn't see them. he was in the back,
maybe Anin,Ditdot,Adonz were in the middle of those crowd people..
it should be fun for some people, but not for me.
BUT, if The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Yellowcard, The Used or Closehead hold a concert, i must be there, no matter what my Dad say!
ahahaha..

Sabtu, 08 November 2008

are you sad??
just click the link below,
make you laugh , i promise >)


hikayat cinta - latest version

this morning i was NOT prepare myself for another FVCKIN TROUBLE.
it just flow as wind, come to stop my breathe.
ayayayksss!!!
ok, best friend CAN NOT be trusted, ya it's true.
as i hit that word, it's a true story of me, ok..
emmmemmmem..
dunno. i can't figure out the feelings, but, for sure, it's sucks!
i HATE her so much,
why she just make a self sentence and blow it up to everyone??!!
*ok, it's not everyone, just a person*
boo, EGO !
and yes, that girl (i mean, not a self-sentence-blower) now is so cold to me.

TROUBLE-why is it NOT OVER??

Jumat, 07 November 2008

ok, i'm back.. after i left my trouble behind..
but actually it's NOT OVER YET.
u know, days ago i have a trouble with my computer, all data in local disc are LOST !!
so i couldn't connect to the internet for this time.
(i'm online in cybernet now)
wtf..
and yesterday(i'm not sure, maybe about 2 days ago) i had a accidently in love-fight.
a couple hours of little fight, but it's ok.
hm..
omagooosh*t!
someone from another class told us that tomorrow(off course, today) we will go home after dzuhur,
but at the actual moment, it's TOTALLY WRONG !
uhhhrrg... WTFing SCHOOL !
ayayayykkksss !!!!
so i go home like daily shedule before..
T.T
i dunno why, i jus wanna scream..
i'm tired, so TIRED.
just wanna hug him.. then sleep by his side.
oaaahm,,
i'm sleepy.

Sabtu, 01 November 2008

ahaha..lalala..yeayeayea..
i was crazy..today i'm crazy..tomorrow i'll be crazy!
hahaha..can't stop laughing!
:D

start in the morning,
i went to school at 8 and arrived at 8.30.
i was looking for the english class, but i didn't find the class and my teacher everywhere.
so i went downstair and met Iccut, Ditdut, and Sasa.
we didn't know what to do, we just sat, listening to mp3..
until i and Iccut went to Bi Oot(backyard canteen),
there were Marcoh, Kuntot, Desi, and some basketball member.
at 11 we went to Iccut's home.
and that crazy thing happened here..
WE MAKE A HOT VIDEO ! ayayayayyy !
hmm.. slowdown.. this ain't what you think!
this video may make u feelin hot, but not because of it's vulgarity,
this is about the actrees (off course, I, Marcoh, Kuntot),
we're so HOT ! we're so CRAZY ! and we're BIUTIPUL!
i promise you will laugh until u drop ur tears..
:X
ask me if you want to watch that CRAZY VIDEO.

ooh. and tomorrow i will wear Kebaya in my aunt's wedding.
i love it (my Kebaya), especially the decoration in chest part,
really fits in me!
thanks to Wa Iyet for designed my Kebaya.
:)

i cry again and again last night!
fighting with Iyonk, off course.
fight with him is the #1 rank in my top fight history. LOL .
hmm, i just got much pain everytime we fight.
dunno why..
and when i scream (still, cry) to him on the telephone,
my dad knocked out my door, so i finished my phone line.
my dad asked me to tell what's happening, coz he heard me crying.
i told him everything..
he gave me some advises and it works on me!
he told me that i have to be strong.
simple advise, but with super effect! :)
tenggso dad !!
and because of him, now i know how to manage my emotions and ego..
so i can face every problem in front of me,
i hope it works everytime i get the trouble.


*Iyonk told me that he sorry, then apologized*